When I woke up this morning,I looked between my thighs.

Growing up,at Christmas and whenever possible,my dad and my brothers would kill a goat. Sometimes it was a he-goat,at other times,it wasn’t, I was always there with them,whether male or female goat,and it fascinated me to no end.?

So,this day,my dad killed this female goat,turns out it was pregnant and my dad felt very bad about it,when it was cooked,all was forgiven and then everyone ran from eating the breasts of the pregnant goat,my dad didn’t mind eating it and when he bit into it,milk came spilling and I never forgot the scene?Now,you see when it was a male goat,my dad or any of my brothers would eat the scrotum part of it,I never asked to eat it,I have never seen any woman eat that part as a matter of fact.
When I buy goat meat,I automatically dished out that part to my husband,without even giving it a thought. Even when it is a female goat,I would automatically give him the breasts(strange,yea?)So yesterday,as I washed the goat meat,I saw the scrotum and I wondered “how come I have never eaten this part?” Then I tried to ask myself why?I realised why,I somehow in my sub conscious decided that this part was reserved for men and I think I also somehow believed that if I eat it,I would grow scrotum????

So after cooking the soup,when I dished,I deliberately dished part of this ‘sacred’ part for myself,I ate it with some difficulty,it was strange,it was uncomfortable but I kept chewing and managed to swallow it?Then I woke up this morning,first thing I did was look between my thighs;to see if I had grown a scrotal sac?????

Life is a lot like that,we pick up habits,beliefs,ideas and hold unto them firmly because we have seen them so often that we have come to believe them and accept them without question?Well,I did not grow a scrotal sac,at least not overnight. Maybe its time to question some of the things you do,believe and hold true???

Good morning people?